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[090907@09:49PM]
 its kinda hard to figure anything out when people dont talk at all.

you belong with me not swallowed in the sea [090607@11:19PM]
the way shit works out in life sometimes
is definitely fucking weird and the turns it has
kinda makes me wanna puke.
i cant believe this whole situation happened
not only the situation but how fast it did happen
im definitely in love no doubt about it and i always have been
im so happy but im being so incredibly careful this time
aaaaaaaaaaah
i cant even explain how i feel right now 
i fucking love it i love every second of it
i could die RIGHT NOW and not give a fuck
because im so happy and content with my life
i love my fucking friends because they are real
i love the lifestyle im living 
i love swimming in the river. . minus the shit i stepped on
i love panhandling. 
i love protesting
i love coldplay haha

[083007@02:28PM]

smoke and drink the world away is what the politicians say
wont answer any of my questions like 

why am i angry?
what am i searching for?
is there a better way to live?
why am i hopeless?
have i been waiting to long?




rock room tonight i found my real friends
and real family. i love them so much
i havent been living at home
im 2 minutes away from hoping on a train
and leaving this place

[072907@08:29PM]
baby im bad news
im just bad news
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[072307@05:22PM]
[ music | pinkfloyd echoes ]

i fell in love last night

and his name was Mr. Magic Mushroom

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[072007@10:27PM]
[ music | tanks tanks tanks bombs bombs bombs ]

hahaha thats quite funny 

i came to the conclusion :
when summers over.. i have to wear pants
that really fucking sucks.
and you know what else?
i hope i get hired at some fucking store
i need money i need my tattoo done
im also a amazing driver when im tripping and trashed
ah hahahaha but no really i am
its a experince to talk about and it was
a pretty far drive. i need to get my permit

i miss mike i miss bryan fuckin kubis
i miss malachi i already miss bethany
haha love life. hate most people 
yeah stop kissing my ass and trying to say
your sorry this is to everyone NO you are probably 
not fucking sorry quit trying to make yourself look good
when you keep making the mistakes over and over again
assholes.
and if you think this is directed towards you
yeah you're right

it probably is :)


And when there is no hope,
"I'll smoke some crack, I'll shoot some dope!"










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[070107@10:52PM]
i hate being nice i hate being stressed
i hate when people bitch about things
they got themselves into to me
i hate "friends" that last only for a fucking month
i hate how no one cares who they hurt
i hate caring about the boys i like are doing 
with other people i hate fucking pittsburgh PA.


everyone is a stranger to me
i am glad im a strong person
but even i have my moments
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[062307@07:19PM]
i came to the conclusion

i was supposed to be born in 1989.
but somehow  it didnt work

i wish i could show HIM i can 
be a better person than i am now and that
i dont even know why i do the things 
i do either and that id be a awesome girlfriend
i need real friends.
i need a cigarette.
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[062007@06:49PM]
thinkhardonthisonebecauseonceitsgoneitsgone.

[061007@12:14PM]
did this weekend really happen?
oh man yes it did
road trip
friday-monday
north carolina and atlanta 
the badest bitches are coming 
watch out

[060307@10:36PM]
[ music | the good, the bad, and the LEFTOVER CRACK ]

i love my life 
i love the wave pool
i love squatters that sing me against me.
fuck the police for ruining that
im going to miss the apartment so much
and all the memories i had in that place
and all the memories i cant remember 
because i was always fucked up hahaha 
im going to miss nathan
this weekend was fucking awesome
i love chugging 90 proof vodka
and beers at once (kidding) saying 
rock the 40oz when i didnt even have 
a 40. smooth
i was never so plastered in my whole life.
i dont even remember alot of the night
im glad my partying life is coming back
fuck yeah summer im in love

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[053007@10:53PM]

"victoria's ok sometimes"
 : )


i really did miss being in coraopolis.
being there with lindsey rob ricky jayson nate
rich adelino, seeing everyone made me miss alot
of things, and it also brought back feelings
that i didnt want to come back but its feels so good
because everythings okay.  im so happy.
malachi, mike, amber, becky this weekend?
i love life

[052107@04:38PM]
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[050607@01:35PM]
[ music | the locust ]

hahahhhahhahahahhahahhahahh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okay dont ever say i cant back my shit up



so much i can say but im holding my tougue 

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[050307@04:07PM]
i have some amazing friends. 
and i thank god i have them because most people
would kill to have some people like what i have
thank you sticking with me through thick and thin
i love you guys. 
and fuck you to the kids who pretended to 
care and just always fucked me over
or made empty promises and lies up
im done being their for you and i will
stick to those words til the day i die.
this is going to be a amazing summer
i feel so much more smarter knowing 
who to trust, who to keep distance with 
and the right people to be around
ive been have so much fun

only if you knew : )
oh and did i metion i love driving?
and im getting damn good at it
fuck yeah.
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[042407@05:31PM]
i love being loved.
i dont like to be cheated, in any form.
i like driving fast.
i like biting things.
i miss the wave pool
i like weekdays in the summer.
i love summer
i hate winter
i hate my dad
i hate getting friggen fines from school.
i dont like girls.
i like being happy
i dont like drama, but it happens.
i kinda sorta like being 16
i dont like to be jealous, but i am.
i like stuff you cant know about.
i like having nasty hair
i like that i get my permit and get to drive
i like running around at 1 a.m.
i like driving around past 1 a.m.
i miss being out in coraopolis every weekend
i really wanna go to moon park.
summers almost here i can taste it. mm
pointless entry, just like every other one?
DIE )
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[040507@01:43PM]
kayla kreepy krszal


i love you anyways

[032607@10:16PM]
i apologize for the last entry alot.
i would never post shit about drugs
on livejournal, just because i feel that's
a need for attention. just my opinion.
i stopped giving a fuck about people
who just ignore me and call me just when
they want something or someone to fall back
on. im sick of being spit on and being used
and now that i dont associate really with those
type of people im so fucking happy.
i never intentionally try to hurt people
and i always look out for everyone and they
dont care. doesnt matter because im not
going to be around for that, i way better than that
and i have people that care about me,  i have real
friends who actually will be there for me.
so i dont need to be treated like shit for no reason.
amber nesbit and i really need to catch up
i love that girl to death and im getting to see
erik this week. ive also talked to mattchews
and i miss him alot and he thought i forgot about him
which i would never forget him because we were so 
tight back in the day.  ryan singer i need to go on a date
to dairy queen with you this week. call me.
everything is so good right now.
i couldnt ask for more except nice weather everyday
i had a great weekend, and more to come.
KAYLA LA LA COME HOME FROM VEGAS
SO WE CAN GO OUT TO DENNYS
WITH JOSHUA. thankyou loveyou.


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[032407@11:27AM]
joey fungazzi and dan monroe are here
and katie
and we're all still drunk and
its only 11:30
ahhhhhhhhhahahhahahahahhahaha

[031407@08:10PM]
dear kayla la la,

i do not have facial ticks.

love forever,
victoria.
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